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Hey Pearls hey! Love you all down. So in 2019 some shit went down. Those things made me look at myself and others, I seen the flaws. 2020 I accepted the knowledge I gained. 2021 I slayed cut and destroyed. Fast forward to 2023 I’m all I got. When you really think about it… YOU all you ever really had anyways. Enjoy the #TakeItBackTuesday 😉 🎶🎶Uh take it back… back back back…🎶🎶 Till next time Netta B. 💋 Side Bar I really believe I could of been a v.j. on some late night slow jams preparing the yams head ass 😂😂😂 
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Hey my Loves! How are you? I pray everything is good. I promise I do daily. I just wanted to reach out to you all. I know I’ve promised a lot within a year or so. I just want to apologize for not delivering. It weighs on me to not keep my word. In my defense, life got ahold of my steel bat and started beating me with it. I am in repossession of my bat. Lol. I couldn’t allow it any longer. Strong.
I must say in the last three years my life has been a roller coaster. I wouldn’t change rides for nothing. I have cleansed and still doing so. My eyes have opened and my mind has expanded. My heart is healing and growth is non stop. My best change is peace. Real understanding and knowing of peace within self. I don’t fight every battle in fact my battles fight themselves. You all have known Netta Boo for quite sometime. She was bold, fierce, spoiled, outspoken, clingy, mysterious maybe even problematic. Netta B. is different she just wrote and promoted. Man, does she have a few stories to tell. Emotions to share. Listen from going into isolation, cutting cords, struggling, losing people, places, battles and things. Something happened. Netta (I) almost took myself for granted. I almost threw the towel in, willing to no longer water my seeds. It was brief but it happened. I almost decided to walk away from my garden. Never again. My message to you my loves is. No matter if your garden is hit with a thousand pesky insects or dingy birds. Don’t give up. Do not walk away. Let them indulge to later find out they ate their way to their own demise. Let them be greedy. You do you move in grace humility and silence. If you do realize you may be your own demise because of thoughts, fear or doubt. Take a step back and really contemplate because we are always our worst critics. Stand tall in your garden use your brain defeat and ease on down the road. Love you all dearly 🖤💜🖤 Netta B. Hey Pearls, Man oh man has it been a minute. I have missed you all so dearly. I just miss getting on here speaking of random things, minute and big. Its been almost a year. I apologize. This morning I want to talk about death. The inevitable. Something no one can run or hide from. When it comes, its coming on time. Some people die and come back others just go. The thing that gets me about death. Is no matter if there was a clue or not. No one is perpared, ever. No matter if its been yrs. No one will just deal or get over it. Death is hurtful, draining, decieving, and greedy. I have lost multiple friends, associates, family and lovers to death. The one that is dragging, pimp-slapping and kicking me is my mothers death. I never had a clue I would lose a parent at such a young age in such a horrid way. I just want to reach out and say sorry to any and everyone who lost a parent. If it was unexpected, Im sorry. If watched them whither, Im sorry. If you were greived alone, Im sorry. If you were miles away, Im sorry. If they were your best friend, Im sorry. Im sorry you took a hit that took a chunk of you that will not fully heal. One thing I am grateful for is that. I didnt leave before her and leave her with this pain. She knew me before but now there is no doubt in my mind that she fully understands and knows me. That brings me ease. I just want whoever needs it, to know that grief and pain do not go away in a night in a week month or day. Grief and pain are not always shown by screaming crying or shutting down. Grief and pain is healthy. Grief and pain turns into content and joy, eventually. Content because you realize that form that body you knew is not coming back. Joy because you had the privilege and honor to know such a person. It will take time. Man is it taking its time. We will get there. I love you all my loves Be easy and ttys Netta B. |
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